Saturday - March 08, 2008

 more pretty therapists

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Perhaps *this* type of therapist might work for me.  After all, a decent bit of my problems have to do with this kind of thing.  Not the bdsm thing so much (though the latex is certainly nice!), but with issues surrounding sex in general.

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It's hard to explain exactly how or what those issues are - and you're probably not that interested (or you'd be embaressed, which would be fine....). But....here it is anyhow...

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...BiPolarII sort of indicates issues with recklessly spending money (guilty) and issues with sex (also guilty).  The interesting thing is that I never realized I am half-cocked mentally.  Obviously, I'm not completely off-the-wall, toys-in-the-attic, bat-shit crazy...(or maybe it's not that obvious....).  Whatever the case, I am learning that MANY of the things I have felt through my life can be attributed to this whole hypomanic BP thing....

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Who knows?  Maybe I do have bats in the belfry - After all, here is a picture of Victoria Zdrok & I am suggesting that even after my last post about her being a bad therapist, here I am suggesting that it might work after all.  See?  Medication doesn't FIX things....it just makes it easier to understand what is going on in my head and that perhaps I should go fishing....